in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. however, life is no fun without pain.
is it possible to felt hatred and longing at the same time? Hatred for all the heartbreaking and frustrating circumstances but longing for the bliss and odd bonding and chitchats of yesterday.
I don’t know what comes on my mind writing this blog, perhaps, I can’t still believe for all the changes in our friendship now. Where does sweet companionship go? Joy fades memories and excitements gone. Can’t you feel it? Can’t see it? We are falling apart and it crushed my heart. I started to wonder why things need to change; why things need to complicate everything; why we have to encountered things like these—stupid questions remain queries.
I still remember those blissful days; we used to go together—no doubts, no alibis, and no hesitations. We used to share frivolous and endless rants and depressing stories in our lives. But, look at us now, we never talk and laugh the way we used too. Yes! We still go together but not as fun as before, not emotionally and mentally present. It feels like yesterday we were so unbroken and happy but sadly, wind blew them away. People seem to wonder if we are not together and assumed that we were always be together in all the activities given by group. We were always like domino; whatever might happen to one of us, soon to experience by the rest of the group. We used to laugh and wonder for those coincidences. How does it happen to us? Possibly, we destined to be sisters by soul.
If I could only go back to those blissful moments of yesterday, however, it also truly make me happy for those blissful moments turn into memories—wonderful memories indeed.